Monday, January 5, 2009

The song he would've dedicated to me on that night...

Listen...I'd be lying if I told you that I didnt see it coming, be more of a liar if i said, "Hey i didnt want it to be something." You deserve much better for the love that you have shared. I know you wont believe it but girl I swear that I got love for you, big love for you, even when I'm tripping. The fact remains that you will always be my baby, my baby. But dig the truth, baby dig the truth, I cant hide my feelings. Especially when the whole world can see...

That my heart is in two different places...I got you in my life and I wanna do right but its hard to let it go. When my love has two different faces, and I can't break ties cause they both look right. Someone tell me what's a man to do when he's loving two. And he don't wanna lie, but he can't tell the truth. What's a man to do when he's loving two. But he can't keep his heart in two different places, in two different places.

I know you feel it cause you say, "There is much more to this story." But I'd be a fool to say, "I trust her and I'm always gonna love her"...you know that you dont wanna hear. I been living on the edge baby, So I just say yeah baby. She ain't nothing but she is real, but why take her through it when i still got love for you, big love for you even when im tripping. The fact remains that you will always be my baby, my baby. But dig the truth, baby dig the truth, I can't hide my feelings. Espcially when the whole world can see...

That my heart is in two different places. I got you in my life and I wanna do right but it;s hard to let it go. When my love has two different faces and I can't break ties cause they both look right. Someone tell me what's a man to do when he's loving two and he don't wanna lie but he can't tell the truth. What's a man to do when he's loving two, but he can't keep his heart in two different places, not in two different places.

I wanna tell you its over, that i ain't thinking of her. I wanna really mean it and I want you to see it. That I'm really trying to leave her behind and I'm trying not to make you cry. I wanna tell you that I ain't playing games and that I'm dedicated to recieve a change. But when I look in the mirror it's the same old me.

"What's a Man to Do" - Usher

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